my personal

How long you will carry your past mistakes and regret about decisions you have taken in your career, don't think much but learn from it and maybe you are not made for that career maybe God want to give you an experience and want you to yearn for your work,how badly you want to be respected. Maybe he wants to give you a eye to see people who is truely yours when you have nothing and love you the same way without judging you and try to motivate you to look forward for your goals..and if you are thinking about past then remember how you tackle your problems alone, that problems was also big when you were solving it that time.   You know that you will do something ,  Being economically dependent on your loved ones haunts you daily, you will conquer don't worry. Your self respect is the key and that's why it hurts when someone tonts you or poke you on that place, it's good to feel bad for this situation because if you don't feel the pain you don't put ointment on you...

You are good soul,you understand people from their perspective but you know what whenever people tell you that you are amazing soul, I am in love with your soul only, I didn't saw a person like you. It's just trap baby, don't believe in that.  In this generation where people are ready for hookups but don't wanna show whom they are chating with on social media, do you really think good soul matter at all. It's just a lie to hide their demons.  People are more good who shows their bad side first so that you can decide whether you want to stay or not but people who shows side which you love in the people are more dangerous. Don't trust them, actually no one in this generation are trustable all are going to pull your heart and broke it which you manage to add broken pieces and throw it in to to your face again. Love yourself and don't expect from anyone that they will love you as the way you want it's never beacause they can't think like the way you thin...

The truth is that the more intimately you know someone, the more clearly you'll see their flaws. That's just the way it is. This is why marriages fail, why children are abandoned, why friendships don't last. You might think you love someone until you see the way they act when they're out of money or under pressure or hungry, for goodness' sake. Love is something different. Love is choosing to serve someone and be with someone in spite of their filthy heart. Love is patient and kind, love is deliberate. Love is hard. Love is pain and sacrifice, it's seeing the darkness in another person and defying the impulse to jump ship.

You know how it is When heart aches itself to tranquility because you miss "someone" When you cease to be at peace with your thoughts So much, that your emptiness becomes bedlam, Feathers of hope perching in the soul You look for someone You've never met You've never hugged But you seek it more than anything as if it's gonna complete you. - By Instagram Benignity_tumblr(Rink)