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Why it feels like so scary when you are developing feeling for some one? Why it feels like someone is not getting your feelings or will not respect your words when they know about your inner space? Is it from the past baggage or bound you get that wouldn't healed properly.

Rohini Singh @rohini_sgh सुशांत सिंह मामले में सीबीआई जांच का क्या होगा वो जांच के बाद पता चलेगा। लेकिन रिया के साथ समाज-मीडिया जिस तरह का बर्ताव कर रहा है,उसकी चारित्रिक हत्या हो रही है,उससे समाज के अंदर छिपी सोच की गंदगी भी निकल कर सामने आ रही है,केस से इतर मैं समाज,औरत और इस सोच पर हैरान हूं।मेरी बात- रिया की मीडिया में बहुत बात हो रही। लेकिन मुझे समाज में उन महिलाओं से भी निराशा है जो रिया को डायन ,हत्यारिन,काला जादू करने वाली कहने वाली भीड़ के साथ लगी है। वे घर में अपनी बेटी के सामने रिया को कूलटा बता रही है। भूल रही है कि कभी उनकी बेटी भी "रिया"बनेगी। कभी किसी से प्यार करगी रिया ने क्या किया? प्यार किया। सब छोड़कर प्यार के पास रहने चली गयी। एक औरत ही समझ सकती है जब वह अपना सबकुछ छोड़कर किसी के पास जाती है तो उसस पहले किन हालात से गुजरती है। रिया उस दौर से गुजरी। प्यार बिछड़ गया। रिया ने उसे भी स्वीकार किया। वह हंसती रही उसकी मजबूती में समाज को कूलटा दिख गया। बेचारी होती तो पसंद आती। क्योंकि रिया नहीं हमें बेचारी चाहिए। क्या रिया की जगह राजेश होता तो क्या इतने सवाल होते...

Never make someone/thing your weakness, or if it's your weakness never make them realise, if you do be ready for becoming a toy beacause you have given the key to hurt you. #bullshit #ThisIsFrustration  I am not the one who can love anyone I think I am the selfish person who expect too much😑 😢🙏 no one can be like the way you want expecting from them is bullshit bcz they are living their own life they have their own timetable they can't be free for  u, they need u when they are free. Loving yourself is easy , if I ever loved myself much it will be 

The most beautiful bit was the whole video made on Mukesh's legendary song "mai pal do pal ka Shayar"🎶 I love how that video is not at all glossy or sleek. The video was not high production value. It was not stylish or sophisticated either.💞 But it was honest, and it did the trick better than any other video with the best of edits would have done. The video was just like his batting. It wasn't elegant and sophisticated like Dravid, Sachin, or Kohli but it always did the trick. We always win.✌️ Thank you Dhoni for being there, in just the way you were!❤️ "We were hoping to see you in T20 world cup but it's okay. 😊  Cricket matches were important for us beacause you were playing there, Always find a chance to see you anyhow by bunking classes or leaving work.  We cheered every helicopter shots of yours from the heart and it's like own victory, if people say what blind faith is , whom you trust in celebrity it is you ❣️. Love you Mahi.  You are like famil...

Write one thing against your current government or criticize them for their one work which totally a democratic thing to do , beacause people have freedom of speak I think, there supporters troll you like hell and it is not only they speaks in the favour of their political party, they bring the debate in to all dharma and country. Why people think that if I criticize my government means that we are atheist or Don't love our country. Everything is not perfect , criticism is necessary to be perfect like diamond need to cutt to give a good look. "Following one party doesn't mean I am a pure devotional person  of God or any dharma although in I have murdered and done many sins in the past." Why people don't think that devotion belongs to god only not the people who belongs to some position. Why people don't think In the other way that they are using 'bhakti' as tool to brainwashed people maintality,so they can't think about other perspective. Last but ...

Hurt is okay, but have you ever cried like tears didn't came and your heart wrenching or aching like someone inserted needle with high force. At this age we know expecting from people is mistake. How can people behave normal in love or doesn't feel anything? Am I the only one who always get hurt to loving so deep and they hurt me like that.If they want everything normal why they came to me by knowing that I am not normal, People come take your heart which you packed on secret box with big lock not to open it because it was already damage , they come help you to recover to hurt you again.  Why?

How long you will carry your past mistakes and regret about decisions you have taken in your career, don't think much but learn from it and maybe you are not made for that career maybe God want to give you an experience and want you to yearn for your work,how badly you want to be respected. Maybe he wants to give you a eye to see people who is truely yours when you have nothing and love you the same way without judging you and try to motivate you to look forward for your goals..and if you are thinking about past then remember how you tackle your problems alone, that problems was also big when you were solving it that time.   You know that you will do something ,  Being economically dependent on your loved ones haunts you daily, you will conquer don't worry. Your self respect is the key and that's why it hurts when someone tonts you or poke you on that place, it's good to feel bad for this situation because if you don't feel the pain you don't put ointment on you...

You are good soul,you understand people from their perspective but you know what whenever people tell you that you are amazing soul, I am in love with your soul only, I didn't saw a person like you. It's just trap baby, don't believe in that.  In this generation where people are ready for hookups but don't wanna show whom they are chating with on social media, do you really think good soul matter at all. It's just a lie to hide their demons.  People are more good who shows their bad side first so that you can decide whether you want to stay or not but people who shows side which you love in the people are more dangerous. Don't trust them, actually no one in this generation are trustable all are going to pull your heart and broke it which you manage to add broken pieces and throw it in to to your face again. Love yourself and don't expect from anyone that they will love you as the way you want it's never beacause they can't think like the way you thin...

The truth is that the more intimately you know someone, the more clearly you'll see their flaws. That's just the way it is. This is why marriages fail, why children are abandoned, why friendships don't last. You might think you love someone until you see the way they act when they're out of money or under pressure or hungry, for goodness' sake. Love is something different. Love is choosing to serve someone and be with someone in spite of their filthy heart. Love is patient and kind, love is deliberate. Love is hard. Love is pain and sacrifice, it's seeing the darkness in another person and defying the impulse to jump ship.

You know how it is When heart aches itself to tranquility because you miss "someone" When you cease to be at peace with your thoughts So much, that your emptiness becomes bedlam, Feathers of hope perching in the soul You look for someone You've never met You've never hugged But you seek it more than anything as if it's gonna complete you. - By Instagram Benignity_tumblr(Rink)

THE MOTTO "UNLEARN, COLLABORATE, BUILD AND SUSTAIN" WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO YOU ? This motto depicts the layer of phases how the work is done in systematic way: UNLEARN-  It can be two meaning one in positive way i.e "The word unlearn means that open all your knowledge layer by layer which you got from your teaching and real life experiences and implement it in practical way" and second one in negative way "un" word is use to make antonyms of words, so unlearn can be removing all the knowledge that you got from your past to avoid interruption in gaining new knowledge. COLLABORATE-   We know the quote "united we win,divided we fall" , so better the team member, better outcome will be, we need to unite our different youthful ideas to accomplish one objective of the organisation. BUILD- If different people from different areas, upbringing came up with different experience and collaborate in one objective, we will generate a best outcome...

My life story as a ngo member A girl child gov. hospital of small town(Nawada) in Bihar,  Since  I was a middle child of the house my name is rhymes with my elder sister name. My mom is a working lady so i raised with my grand mother blessing. I started schooling in 1999 and i knew how people living India with unity yet they have different religion,standards. One thing i remembered about school when i was in 8th class their is one NGO name "Help-age India" came in our school and introduces to us and gave us a blank paper with list and says that we have to collect money from our family member,neighbors and people who are willing to give to help old people. I have collected a most amount of money and won the 1st prize.That day I thought I will help needy children's and old people when i will grow and able to.I completed 10th with 7.6 C.G.P.A in 2010 with CBSE board , then 12th in PCM with 61% in 2012 with state board. My secon...

Puja is a 25 year old single woman who has just arrived in a village to start work as a SBI YFI fellow. After a brief round of introductions with a group of villagers they ask her about her caste, why she is not married yet and what will be her personal gain in trying to do anything for the village. Further, they also comment adversely about the nature of people in cities, based on the comic stereotypes that they have seen portrayed in films and television. Put yourself in Puja’s shoes and tell us how you would handle the situation and what answer, if any, would you give to each of the queries?  * First of all i will do proper research on village background, language, people who are living there, i will learn their language from google at least as novice, People tends to trust you first when you speak in their language and i will tell everything honestly my reason not to get married and caste, telling a lie can be harmful in future. I will listen everyone'...

"Indian shows generally confuse ‘progressive thinking’ with sexual promiscuity and functional alcoholism which appears to be just the case nowadays.” IMPACTS OF WEB SERIES It is true that the way sex is shown in the web series being made in India is a lot different than the way it is hushed about in the soap operas and that it is an effect of the western shows that are relatively open about such things. The release of Sacred Games (on Netflix) took the audience by surprise initially by its presentation of profanity and promiscuity. IMPACTS OF FILMS   There are many film songs that commodities the female body. Most songs follow a particular format. We might have got used to it or we ignore it, but a whole generation in our country grew up believing that life is like what is shown in film. IMPACTS OF OBJECTIFYING WOMEN IN ADVERTISEMENT  Many studies conducted in behavioral sciences scientifically proved that television has an impact on its viewers especially on...

 Father's day  DEAR PAPA, Yes, we fight alot but I know I am your closest child thank you papa always supported me indirectly.. I don't have guts to say these lines infront you. Like you express your love in the other form, your are the bestest cook in the house, experimented one I feel very proud when someone asked who made this 'sabji' I told them my Papa, there facial expressions says that my paa is some what different atleast and believes in equality atleast in cooking 9, Although you always treated me like a son but you show care by purchasing litchi for me.. when you scold me. Thank You for your support and making me independent and strong daughter. Love you and keep fighting with you "kyuki aapko b majja aata h.." Your loving daughter. Dear CHACHU, Chachu, I know I am very late and I am sorry for that bcz some busy stuff😞.. thanks for always shown love whenever I needed and understanding me whenever I am not able to speak, thanks for motivati...

Most women want her guy to be more than just her man,she wants him to be her best friend and her confident; someone she can tell anything without feeling judged. Someone to be her voice of reason when she needs advice and sound when she needs vent.  At the end of the day she want someone, no matter how tarrible the storm,will there to protect from the rain,she want that person to be consistent, someone she can count on to always be there. That's the most women want.